The End Lyrics

Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawnWorms squeezing their way through my toes, tonight that's how it goesI'm at your window kneeling quietI thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head rightYour heart right, let him go
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floorAs he embraces every inch of you, the woman I adoreI can't believe the way you're bendingCan't believe this never ending moaning asking him for moreBegging him for more
How far will I go to make it feel right?Come home, I have to fix this on my own
Replace my heart'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us endReplace my heartI don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end
I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched herFrom her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spotHe pleased and pleased herI turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capableIt was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go
I squeezed the life into my brain like pushing knives into a veinI've gotta get, I said I've gotta get insideSo to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darknessOf my living room, this used to be my home
How far will I go to make it feel right?Come home, I'm moving forward to the bedroom door
Replace my heart'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us endReplace my heartI don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end
And I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slowEnough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloomI had to see this happeningHe pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rangAnd bounced off every wooden walled room And that's when all went silent blank except the color redAs I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bedI said I know I'm not allowed to be hereI just had to see how good your new man really f*cks you'Cause you both been f*cking me
So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pairI tie both blindfolds tight around your f*cking eyes to blind your stareI don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this inWhat seems easy quick and painless, man
So I'll get down to businessI choose you first, there's a gun, it's at your headSo laugh at me one more time but keep your face inside the bedYou sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've saidI cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red
How far will I go to make it feel right?Come home, I have to fix this on my own
Then the screaming oh, the screamingIt's nice to see you scared of such a weak and stupid husbandWho knows you never really caredI'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your headWas all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live?
Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bedI cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was redI gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her backThen placed the barrel in my mouth, all I saw was black

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