Blake Rose Heavy Shit Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I got this window in my house
Knows me better than I know myself
Could probably charge me a 50 an hour
For all the heavy shit I pour out

[Verse 2]
I get these voices in my brain
Feels like I'm part of a new strain
I get disturbed and it's stupid and useless
You get the heavy shit I pour out

[Chorus]
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out?

[Verse 3]
Well, this is all part of life, you see
But the world keeps circling 'round me
Can't seem to stop being so hard on myself
'Cause all this shit I pour out
[Verse 4]
Still haven't found what I'm looking for, nah
All of these people keep closing doors, it's all me
Can't keep holding all this shit to yourself
Go find a way to let it pour out

[Chorus]
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home Starting to wonder how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out?

[Bridge]
So here I am, so here I am
Like a ghost in my own home again
Mh, with this heavy shit I pour out
So come on, let it pour, baby, let it pour
(All the heavy shit I pour out)
(Let it pour, all the heavy shit I pour out)

[Chorus]
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out?
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out?
(Shit I pour out)
[Outro]
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
Someone tell me how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
Someone tell me how I got so numb
To this heavy shit I pour out