Bitter Ruin Outrageous Lyrics

I wanted to put myself in your position to figure you out
So I took a chainsaw to my scull and extracted my brain out
Something I found out in this exercise is you are alone
I wanted to think like you thought to answer some of the whys
So I took a blindfold of denial and bolted it to my eyes
And what I saw was something I'd not known before that you are alone

See those pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see that pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is
Outrageous

I tiptoed around you like a ballerina because I was na've
But you made me murderous, viciousness showed itself in me
Yeah it drew out a venom I'd not known about because he was alone He took it out on me and I took it readily
While surviving this attack I soon learned how to battle back

See those pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see that pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is
Outrageous

And I can't say that I know myself anymore
And I won't say that I can be repaired
But I know I've learn from the trails that I was made to endure
And now he won't cross me I'm angry and he's the one that needs to be
Scared

See these pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see this pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This girl is, this girl is
Outrageous