Big Tree This New Year Lyrics

Autumn of this year, left everyone, displaced.
The first winter blanket, the first lived-by your place.
Twelve airplanes, forty-seven delays.
Mother asked if you loved me, and I hesistated.

You both have the red coat that I want.
They both got chromosomes that I got.
November, December, I forgot your birthday.
When I asked if you worried, you just looked away.

Ohoh! everything used to be easy, now it's so damn hard to try.
Everything that I do, everything that I knew how to do...

Winter of this year, showed everyone the way.
We all helped each other, as the sky turned grey.
Ten bottles, one embrace, so surprised by that gaze.
You forgot to be happy, but I learned to play.
Your heart is cold, my fingers are warm. Their lips are smiling, your eyes closed.

This new year, this New York, this concrete home.
I claimed the roof as my castle, but you never showed.

Ohoh! everything used to be easy, now it's so damn hard to try.
Everything that I do, everything that I knew how to do...

Ohoh! everything used to be easy, now it's so damn hard to try.
Everything that I do, everything that I knew how to do...

Ohoh! everything used to be easy, now it's so damn hard to try.
Everything that I do, everything that I knew how to do...

Ohoh! everything used to be easy, now it's so damn hard to try.
Everything that I do, everything that I knew how to do...