Bias B How Did I End Up Here Lyrics

[Verse 1][Bigfoot]
Up early in the morning dressed in black
Stroll up to the service
The church is packed
Squeeze in through the doors
Time to face the facts
I'm staring up at the casket as I start to think back
Had similar tastes
The same place and time same age
Had the same sense of humor
We were on the same page
Handed me a bourbon can whenever I dropped by
Especially pleasure with a bit of businеss on the side
We wеre moving those cheaper pounds
Drinkin' booze eating out
Things turn bad when his girl started sleepin' round
Never picked his phone
Never seen now heard he started smoking ice
Owing money gettin beatin down
I'm interstate gotta lot on my plate
Still I try to find the time to keep in touch with my mates
Thought I'd call him on the phone send him my regards
But his parents found him hanging from a tree in the yard

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And somebody tell me
How did I end up here?

[Verse 2][Eloquor]
Back when I was 15 free from worries
I started boxing at this gym named Leo Barry's
My memories of this great place live forever
That's where I met her
Tatted up 30 something Trevor
He was never one to brag but he always spoke clear
Ink stains every place
Role model never showin' fear I still see him
Black hoodie on shredding up the heavy bag
Steam streaming from his head he was a hard man
Every now and then we'd run a couple of laps Trev would tell me about his wicked past rollin' with the Biker gang
Wasn't proud of many things he's done
All he wanted was to train and find himself a good woman
After school just like most days
I headed down to the gym a few rounds to train
Leo pulled me to the side placed his hand upon my shoulder said Trevor
Took his life son petrol and a lighter

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[Verse 2][Bias B]
It was a 2:00 service
We were standing in the back of the church in Ashburton
To see the place packed
He was loved for certain
He'd be nothing to be there in spirit
So we were there in person
Me and Shaz knew this kid from way back
He used to come round the shop
And when I heard he took his life it really came as a shock
He seemed a happy kid
But deep inside his mind he was lost
Jumped off a bridge and left no time for the driver to stop
I got invited to his house his mother hoping I could give him some guidance
Years later suicide in silence
As I visualise the sigh as the sirens the rot
It seems sad somehow society pushed him to the side
And stole away his love for life
I hate to see your mother losing a child
But when I heard him playing 2pac I had to smile
To see him going out with style like that
And that's a look up to the light I felt him smiling right back

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[Outro]
" I know ya lookin' down on me "