Baseline All In Vain Lyrics

I thought of a few more things to say so I wrote them down
In the notebook that you gave me when you tried so hard to save me all in vain
Cause I was doomed before we crossed paths now I wish we never would have for your sake

Don't tell me it's okay because it doesn't feel that way
I don't want to bother you but I think I should explain
That this is all my fault, none of it should fall on you
Blame me for my shortcomings cause i sure as hell do I'm hoping that some distance between us
Will make all of our problems fade
Because I am the center of your stress and
I don't want you to feel that way
So if you have to love yourself before you love somebody else
I guess I should prepare myself right now to live and die alone

So what do you think now? Am I just a letdown?