Ashley Dalby Hopelessness Part 1 (Shattered Heart) Lyrics

I will always remember how it used to be
You thought pleasure was to f*cking beat me
You always told me I was the one insane
You found joy and got off on making me feel pain

And there's no way to change this shattered heart
Cause the memory I have of you still tears me apart

And it's been this way since time began
It's a desperate search for a promised land
And the years slip by like so much sand

So many people like me are dying to live
It tortures my heart I have so much to give I never saw it as a MELEE before
To win the fight there has to be more

And there's no way to help this shattered heart
Cause all these fears will one day tear me apart

And it's been this way since time began
It's an endless journey, it's the fate of this woman
To live each day and never understand

And it's been this way since time began
It's a desperate search for a master plan
And the years slip by like water through my hands