[Verse 1]
(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
Age ten, I was playing outside with the kids
I moved to Cali with my family from the 316
Wichita, all the dubs like I just won the lotto
If I recall, the only loss was my innocence
Age twelve, I was buying the dub off my cousin
Paid well, shit, I had to do what's right for my blood
Inhale, I would fill my prepubescent lungs
Inhale, exhale, then go buy me another
[Chorus]
I'd just go buy me another
I'd just go buy me another
I can't tell if I really ever sobered up
What's going on right now?
Have I said too much?
[Verse 2]
I reflect at times, catching breath, no lie
Now I hardly feel a thing
Through the mess online, watch you swarm like flies
To the carcass built to taste
I wish you would've kept the light off
I wish you would've shown me nothing at all
I miss the circle, she'll die on
Now every thought f*cking spirals
[Verse 3]
I'm fifteen, no more weed, I had to bury the bud
'Cause when I smoke, my f*cking heart sound like a beatin' drum
Now all I got is a question for my plug
"Was it laced?" 'Cause if it ain't
I guess I'll buy me another
[Chorus]
I'd just go buy me another
I'd just go buy me another
I can't tell if I really ever sobered up
What's going on right now?
Have I said too much?
[Bridge]
Alone, they'll disappear before you know
Can't nobody calm me down
There's nobody in this town
[Outro]
(Ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh)
Break it down, down, do–
Break it down
(What's up?)