Apparitions No Sweet Home Lyrics

I sleep with knives it makes me feel like I'm still alive.
My former self is haunting me,
He won't let me wink, 'Til I'm tired and weak.
Eyes shut but blood shot awake.

I feel so tired and alone but I can't go home,
No confidence or common-sense to face my life alone
Well this is gonna hurt, I swear hearts are gonna turn.

I did not mean to turn my back, I just didn't wanna take you down with me.
'Cause we would tear this house down, If we continue to pretend.
Our hearts have been wasted, we've been living life, But I will tear this down.
And I still feel alive.

All spells will be cast upon dependence I shame.
It will be chaos when I stay awake for the day it fails to attain substance or meaning.
We'll tear it up, tear it up!
Get it out of my head, I'm not dead, I'm just living a lie I told myself. I disregarded all of your feelings. Like I've got it figured out.
I only try and it's all a lie, Well this is gonna hurt.
I swear hearts are going to turn.
No, I need to break the binds and take control.
This has never been a home, I'm taking back my confidence
I'd rather be alone.

I did not mean to turn my back, I just didn't wanna take you down with me.
'Cause we would tear this house down, If we continue to pretend.
Our hearts have been wasted, we've been living life, But I will tear this down.
And I still feel alive.

We'll tear it up, tear it up!
Let's kill these memories.
It's just a blur to me.

No, I need to break the binds and take control.
This has never been a home, I'm taking back my confidence
I'd rather be alone.