I want a pretty name, One that doesn't sound like nothings. I don't agree with you When you say my name is real cool. Nils Helm sounds like a faggot's name: One that's boring and always brings me shame. My name is gay. My name is gay. No, no, no. I want a pretty name. l'll take anything. I'd rather be named This-kid's-a-big-fucking-faggot Rathmonson. This-kid's-a-big-fucking-faggot Rathmanson.. I would be a lot more happy with that name.