T.u.b Choke Back The Tears Lyrics

When I'm drowning in my bed
I feel so sick, I wanna be dead
I woke up as I fell to the floor
I then realized...
Life is slowly melting down
When in bed, I should have drowned
I shouted as if something would help
I then realized...
I did not care, what it was
I couldn't find a cure
My life sucks, just because
I couldn't find a cure
Screaming cause my headache burns
It just goes on, the world still turns
I looked up and melted away
I then realized...
Blasting out my stomach bug
I held on tight, I needed a tug
Life has ended so fuck that, man
I then realized...
I did not care, how I lived
The cure was not in sight
My life sucked, and now I'm dead
I still can't see the light