Saila What Grace Is Given To Me Lyrics

oh if only 
grace would hold me
whisper softly 
to my heart
tell me 
just how hard it is
to live without her 
live without her
i can no longer see 
beyond this shroud
of grief and suffering
 wrapped around me 
wrapped around me like
 winter's coat
wrapped around me like
 winter's coat
I will fall into the shadow
i will die without the light
i will fall into the shadow
i will fall into the night
ill be waiting for your return
even if you dont come home 
ill be here
staying up until 
night falls on me
and even though i cant
see your face
i can taste 
the bitterness of your tears
as they fall onto
every word you read
and bleed back into the seams
When will you come back to me