Illumination Lyrics

And I really don't think you know who you are
So I reach out my hand but you've fallen to far
And you choke on the love that you claim as your own
But in darkness you still feel so alone
And I wonder when you'll realize
All the frailties of your life

My soliloquy of decadent disarray
The bloody snow from the fallen angels that now surround me
The candlelight is burning

Will I ever get what I need
Or am I destined to crawl below
The candlelight is burning
The candlelight has been burning for days

Break break break
These are the weapons I forge
From the disgust that I Hold deep in my heart
And I cannot escape it
It's digging deep and it's paralyzing
You look so pitiful and useless here

7 days to realize just what you are
The silence is so deafening
And when you fall back down I'll meet you
Are you breathing

So I'll take it and I'll squeeze it
And I'll shove it way deep down in my chest
I'll never give it up for anything
I'll never give it up
You look so pitiful and useless here

Paranoid, paralyzed
All your faith lost inside
Devastate, mesmerize

And on the day when I realized my own humanity I sat down on the sidewalk which ran into the streets in which I have dwelled for so long
And although it was 2am the streetlights were illuminating so brightly I could've sworn it was just before the break of dawn
Oh but of all the transgressions that make a man feel so defeated inside each moment lost in time
I dug my knuckles into the pavement and the wind began to blow

You were the most beautiful being (incomprehensible)
After suffering you realize what you are
Are you breathing?
No

So I'll take it and I'll squeeze it and I'll shove it way deep down in my chest
I'll never give it up for anything I'll never give it up
You look so pitiful and useless here

All the love all the fear
Walk alone she'd a tear
You will know who you are
On the edge of the earth
I am meek we are strong
Sun reflects ambiance
Broken Hearts ruined dreams
Bound by what we conceive
Devastate mesmerize
No more pain no more lies
You will know who you
Are on the edge of the earth
Candlelight burns away
Never thought I'd see the day
Finally you realized

And every thought that you have resemble the lies that you tell yourself
Delusionary and insolent you're manifesting your every fear
Dwelling into your narcissistic state of mind
Oh but the suffering will no longer behold you

All your love all your life (x3)

I am your deepest fear infesting all you experience
Searing vibrant within these walls
And that's where I'll stay forever

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