Like a rush shot through you 
Everyone is watching you 
Told you why I see no need for the sun 
I've found a reason to say 
A love you light is a love soon gone 
If this is it 
Don't bother cause this love is a lie 
I'm a chemical kid / You're a mechanical bride 
When every vein is red out of the blue!! 
I held a diamond to the sun 
To count the moments on account of the way you 
Smile, smile for me 
Oh, we're in slow motion when you 
Smile, smile for me 
But oh my God I've been looking 
But I still hold your breath so you won't leave 
Pastel red and porn star white 
Ghost on the altar 
We breathe don't leave 
Say that the night sings alone 
And if there's a God 
Then I'm letting Him go 
All for you 
You alone 
Raise my hands 
At the thought of you leaving me alone 
What if I, what if I, what if I still care!!
Don't torture me or beg me 
Can you make me believe in tiring 
As you fall fast asleep it reminds me 
Of the slow symphonies behind me 
They sing along 
All the nightmares you'll see tomorrow 
All the stars on your ceiling they glow 
But not for you 
Through the trees I'll blow
The meaning to me is that he is held back by past memories and he can't move on with his life. Then he meets someone or goes through something that helps him and his out look on life and he is finally able to move forward in life because his memories aren't holding him down anymore.