Paradise Lost Disappear Lyrics

In living with a fear of chance
The chance of fears the only reason you're awake,
We decrease in size when burdened with you mind,
But you know escape is to run

In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disappear
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Recall the past when you were strong
Those distant days it seems are now forever gone,
You'll increase desire to wander and retire,
But you know escape is to run