Nicotine Flash Back Lyrics

Flash Back lyrics
On my TV screen I found a little sorrow
Is this my destiny, is this my destiny
I didn't want to accept this as my lot
Maybe I must face this truth in the end

Lookin' in the mirror
After a while I closed my eyes
And remembered the time when I was a kid
I lost my family and my place to live
I cry on the pillow

Can I have a happy future in my life
Will I see another better day
Can I have a happy future in my life
Will I see another better day

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Remember me you've never called my name
Is this your tenderness
Is this your tenderness
I have followed your goddamn shitty way
Maybe I lost my whole life time

Lookin' in the mirror
After a while I closed my eyes
And remembered the time I spent with you
I lost my fantasy no place to go
Where is my hero

Have you ever faced this truth
As I saw it yesterday
Have you ever found your way
When you lost your mind
Can you show me now