Megadeth Addicted To Chaos Lyrics

Only yesterday they told me you were gone
 All these normal people, will I find another
 one?
 Monkey on my back, Aching my bones
 I forgot you said "One day you'll walk alone"
 I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
 Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
 My heard was blackened, It's bloody red
 A hole in my heart, a hole in my head?
 Who will help me up?
 Where's the helping hand?
 Will you turn on me?
 Is this my final stand?
 In a dream I cannot see
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 Tangled abstract fallacy
 Random turmoil builds in me
 I'm addicted to chaos
 Lights shined on my path,
 Turn bad days into good
 Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed 'em
 Cause I could
 My brain was Labored, My head would spin
 Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in
 The rain comes down, cold wind blows
 The plans we made are back up on the road
 Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown
 Remember that you said
 "One day you'll walk alone"