Malphas I Didnt Mean To Lyrics

Everyday I'm steadily thinking about the day at the creek
Where I had to put your soul to sleep
It's hard to be at piece with your voice constantly haunting me
But alive is something you just couldn't be
It was a hard decision I had to make
But I lost my trust and it was making my heart break
So I slid the knife across your throat
I watched you gasp (Laugh) and I watched you choke
I Loved her with all my heart
I loved her with all my heart (Echo)
And now we'll never be apart

(Chorus X2)
I didn't mean to kill you I didn't mean to take your life
I didn't mean to kill you
I didn't mean to use my knife

I can't Stop thinking about you shits driving me crazy
I can't take it I need my f*cking baby
Why is this how things had to be
It's only been a week but I'm still thinking about you
I f*cking Miss you
I'll cut my wrist and watch my life twist
Just so that I can be with you
So Depressed everything so blue
This was the only logical thing I could do
(Gunshot)

(Chorus/Choir Singing)

*Static Leads To Outro*