Kmfdm Disgust Lyrics

I'm going to cry
I live and die
I search and find
I waste my time

I blame my loss
When I drag my cross
I reach my ???
I see disgust

Gotta hold on to my disgust

I dig ??? and creep
I laugh and sleep
My rolling thunder
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But still I wonder

I twitch and ???
Sometimes I wonder
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You should see it work
The politics and dirt
Give it to me inch by inch
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Take it from me mile by mile
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Sometimes she cries
Above the ?? smile