From Zero My So Called Life Lyrics

Make your first impression brace yourself 
it's who you are 
Try to find yourself it takes some time 
don't be alarmed 
A million questions fill your mind 
you feel unsatisfied 
But don't sit down it's time 
to figure out the reasons why that I  
Can't seem to find my way back home 
but I'm trying 
This time I think I've gone too far 
But I'm trying this time - 
is this really what you want to be 
This time I'm trying 
Paint a picture of a place 
that's deep inside your mind 
Look for answers to the questions 
and the reasons why 
I'm feeling happy and unsatisfied 
at the same time 
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So light a cigarette and take a drink 
and you'll be fine but I 
Can't seem to find my way back home 
but I'm trying 
This time I think I've gone too far 
But I'm trying this time - 
is this really what you want to be 
This time I'm trying, this time 
This time I think I've gone too far 
And what have you got for me this time 
Are you leaving me out to dry 
And where have you gone, my so-called life? 
'Cause I can't find you anywhere 
This time I must make some decisions 
This time make or break 
Let lose this dead weight 
No room for mistake you feel me