Everafter Invisible Lyrics

im tired 
of acting 
in this room of me 
im tired 
of straining for what i cannot be 
dont remember siging the deal 
no pen in my hand 
and not quite is what you told me 
over again in my mind 
and not quite 
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is how you hold me, and its you i cant find 
so listen 
get frustrated 
feel the burden of my self 
i figure ive created this invisible hell 
dont remember signing my soul 
scramble to understand