Interminable Descent Lyrics

I thought it was just another day
5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind
Another stupid f*cking day of what i thought was
happiness
Another stupid f*cking day of being a slave

On this day, everything changed
My superficial life crumbled right before my eyes
On this day, i lost my f*cking mind
I thought it was just another day

I struggled in vain to hold on to what was left in the
ruins of my life
Nothing left to show for years of self-degredation and
sacrifice
Nothing left from a lifetime of slaving and bowing to
others
I should have transcended above who i once was and
walked away

But like a fool, i begged
I begged to remain a slave
I begged to remain faceless and walk among the lost

I screamed at the top of my lungs until my voice was
gone
My bleeding eyes have no more tears to cry
I cursed god and myself and the day i was conceived
I cursed this whole f*cking world before me for what i
did to myself

There was nothing left for me except for pain
Starving and sleepless, i began to rot inside
I could no longer even f*cking think without
Feeling disgusted in what i have become Paranoia and lunacy constantly grew within the
Tattered remains of what was left of my sanity
I have nothing but anger and regret within my soul for
All that i've done for anybody i have ever loved

I don't give a f*ck about this pathetic life anymore
I no longer have any interest in what this world can
offer me
Pain is all that is left. it consumes me with every
breath that i take
Pain is the only comfort left in this rotted hollow
shell

You did this to yourself! you f*cked yourself!

The thought of my demise soothes my jaded mind
I pray for the reward of death to whoever will answer
my call

You did this to yourself! you f*cked yourself!

I thought it was just another day
5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind
Another stupid f*cking day of what i thought was
happiness
Another stupid f*cking day of being a slave

On this day, everything changed
My superficial life crumbled right before my eyes
On this day, i lost my f*cking mind
I thought it was just another day

I thought it was just another day
Another stupid f*cking day
On this day i died inside

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