Dogwood Abandoned Lyrics

Abandoned lyrics
Another lonesome night.
A room full of emptiness.
Darkness engulfing me,
I can't handle the pain.
Helpless my new name,
I have no family.
No one tells the truth,
I've got nothing left and nowhere to run.
It's suicide.
A complex task.
Self-decision pre-constructed doom,
Its not your time to go.
I don't belong,
So I will die.
Self sacrifice for I hate living,
I should die. (I should die!)
Now there's no return,
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To my once sad smile.
Too many steps too far,
And now I've lost my way.
I'm just asking you to listen,
I haven't got a lot to say.
I just need a friend,
I'm so alone and so afraid.
Remember when you said you'd always hold my hand?
We'd be a family forever.
Now where did everyone go?
I've reached my breaking point I feel it's time to go,
Has God forgotten me?
What happened to fair and what happened to me?