Chain Smoker Lyrics

this chain smoking
It's gonna be the death of me
but it's the only thing I've got left
that still makes me happy
my friends all disappeared
my family got too weird

so, chain smokings the only thing
I've got that's worth keeping

heavy drinking
erasing my memory
I can't think back to my mind f*ck
my head never feels heavy
you've gotta take the good times along with the bad
buddy why you always seem so sad

because I can't stop thinking about how good life use to be
I scares the hell out of me I guess it's more than my eye can say, yeah yeah
It scares the hell out of me, yeah yeah

then time will pass
everything get's fuzzy
I don't like hanging around here
take my present with my past
this use to be such a blast
a 24 hour party

then time will pass
everything get's blurry
I live my life in a hurry
and it's dripping down my throat
burning up my nose
I wonder what my mother would think if she could see me now
I highly doubt that she'd be proud

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