I was confused,
slightly abused.
I didn't realize what he did,
Those secrets that he always kept inside.
And now I'm on the ground wondering, "was he just a lie?"
...and everything he said
He was so much more than a teacher to me
And he taught my everything I know,
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow.
People say, "Jay, you'll turn out just fine."
But how can I? When I've lost what's mine?
And I don't know if I'll ever find it in my heart to forgive what you did
and start making more motions with my life,
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net |]but if I've learned anything...it's trust in those who care.
And throw all of my troubles to the air
And he taught me everything I know,
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow.
People say, "You've got to let this go."
I can't let go.
I won't let go.
Your friends, they aren't anything like my friends.
(Don't think I ever felt that way, swear to God,
I felt depressions full weight that day
but with my friends I'll be ok)