Counting Crows Catapult Lyrics

All of the sudden she disappears
just yesterday she was here
somebody tell me if I am sleeping 
someone should be with me here 
(cause I don't wanna be alone) 

I wanna be the knife that cuts into my hand
and I wanna be scattered from here in this catapult 
What a big baby won't somebody save me please 
You won't find nobody home

all of these quiet battered voices 
wait for the hunger to come
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we got little revolvers and stupid choices
and no one to say when we're done
(Well I don't wanna bring you down)

I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes
`cause I know there's little things about me 
that would sing in the silence of so much rejection
in every connection I make
I can't find nobody home
I wanna be the last thing you hear when you're falling asleep....