Violent Dirge Explain Away Lyrics

I cannot understand
I cannot fit
Found reality
The visions of past, love
These are very sad visions
I try to imagine
Possibility of such absurd
Deformation
I reflect if observe of face
Practically its shapes
Could be so absorbing
Fitting to those circumstances
It sounds like soundtrack
From the great movie
Very cruel, gloomy
Why cannot I forget
About visions of past and desires?