Value Pac Final Request Lyrics

Something's wrong inside
her problems she can't hide
I'm a victim of a good time
my life is over now and it hasn't yet begun
she left me here to die
mommy don't go
another casualty of irresponsibility is what's become of me
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so don't go saving me a seat in class today
I'm a permanent absentee
I wish I could go out and play
but not today
so just scratch my name off of the list
cuz I'll never exist