Orphaned Land The Beloved's Cry Lyrics

My heart flies on her wings
Now I'm crying, the moon so red
Tomorrow shall be yet another hell
To the sun, (the) sky's soul is fed
Blows pass me
(I'm) down them I do not feel
Anything except the shadow is real
Why did she do it ? , Why did she die ?
How could she leave without saying goodbye ?
She has proven my life to be just a lie
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When sea waves crush they hit me hard
But I do not feel them
And then reality is no more real to me
I ask myself, should I end it now
And rejoin her, at last ?
I miss the cold embrace of lust
There's nothing left, just dust
Nothing is left from my dearest love