Juliet's Wishing Well Silver Medal Lyrics

i am walking on the line where fish decide
which way to go
people are waiting, watching my every
drop, waiting for my flop
maybe i will
sometimes it feels good when it's
hard to breathe
what does good pain feel like
salt water memories
meaningless shit strategies
meaningless shit memories
how much for the oblivion
how much for the emptiness
             the fear
             the pain
             the truth
             the day
             the time
             the sensation
             the solution
people who don't
know me shouldn't
try without
permission
if i don't understand
my life how could they
am i that exciting
am i that intriguing
am i that compelling