Curve Cuckoo Lyrics

i was never just an ordinary girl
  who underwent a transformation
  i always thought i could see the stars
  and watch them grow in my hands
  "but my mind was bigger than the world
  my choice was being born a girl"
  when will i ever learn the truth
  without the fiction without the friction without the fiction
  when it's the same as before
  i conquer nothing or all
  "but my mind was bigger than the world
  my choice was being born a girl"
  i like to watch
  so nothing can hurt me
  i understand
  when your patience deserts you
  i think i've loved
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  but i'm not so sure
  can someone tell me
  what i'm here for
  i was never just an ordinary girl
  who underwent a transformation
  "but my mind was bigger tan the world
  my choice was being born a girl"
  you deserted me
  left me on the street
  to be what i would be
  you never gave me your time
  made me feel dirty and unkind
  to feel the way i do about you
  has numbed me to all that's beautiful
  to feel the way i feel about you
  has made me wonder what i have to do
  to feel the way i do about you
  to feel the way i do about you