Confessor The Stain Lyrics

today I lost my will to live
it simply spilled out on to the floor
next to the pile of broken dreams
I didn't notice till I saw the stain

I didn't feel it trickle out of my soul
(because I feel nothing)

pain had been my dearest friend
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it was always there for me
when my dreams crumbled

now I'm left in this
horrible sea of numbness
without any hope
there is no need for pain
so, now I have nothing

I think I died awile ago