Avery Shadow Lyrics

Shadow lyrics
Gettin so weak
And i wish u understood
How u make me feel
'cause right now i don't feel real
And you don't even listen
To the words that i speak
And the thoughts that i'm havin r gettin me really freaked
And the tears in my eyes
Fall like rain from the sky
Like the planets unligned
And your questioning why
I don't get the point
It just makes no sense
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I thought it was the beginning
Have I reached the end

I'm hiding from my friends
How could they understand me
When they do not know me
They can't show me
How to live my life
What is wrong from right
But then again
Who am i
Look back the days
When i tried so hard
Just to fit in
The way i am feeling
Where do i begin